That which deadens one’s spiritual senses until they have no discernment or willpower
Calming, unconsciousness. But often also anguish, and a defense against anything lively and spiritual.
Dreams of anesthesia represent that you may be numbing out your physical or emotional pain. Keep in mind that you cannot heal what you cannot feel. This dream may also be a sign to call on your support system to see you through this challenging time in your life. See Addiction and Drug.
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